Saved By Grace
Have you ever considered the phrase, “Saved By Grace”? During this Lenten season I have been watching the series called The Chosen. I was motivated to join podcaster Annie F. Downs. Rather than removing something from her life this season, she planned to add something. She committed to watching one episode a day leading up to Easter. I thought this seemed like something I needed in my life right now, so I have committed to joining her. The series is Biblically accurate, but it does take some creative liberties to add detail and conversations not necessarily documented in the Bible. One episode in particular really stuck with me, and I wanted to share. Luke 8:2 “and also some women who had been cured of evil spirits and diseases: Mary (called Magdalene), from whom seven demons had come out;” Grace Is Given, Not Earned Mary Magdalene was a woman who encountered Jesus, and she was possessed by several demons. In the series, Jesus called her by her given name, “Mary,” and the demons left her. He invited her to follow Him, and she did. In a later episode, it shows Mary struggling after witnessing another man with a demon present. It depicts her leaving the camp of Jesus and the other disciples to go back to the life she once lived. Jesus had sent Simon and Matthew to find her and bring her back. The moment that had a profound impact on me was the conversation between Mary and Jesus when she returned. Granted, this interaction was not documented in the Bible, but it lines up with the truth of the Gospel. Mary was clearly ashamed of her behavior and felt unworthy of being part of Jesus’ mission. In this scene, he did not respond in the way that you would expect. His goal was not to condemn her or blame her. She went on to tell Jesus how she was not enough for Him. He responded by saying, “I do not expect you to be enough. My Father only wants your heart.” Mary, still unable to accept this sort of grace, replied, “You have already redeemed me once. I can’t ask you to do that again.” The way Jesus responded at this moment hit me. He said, “If what I did for you can be undone by your actions in one day, then what I did isn’t really worth much.” Jesus Is Enough The gravity of that rang in my head for several days. So often I find myself in Mary’s position. I minimize what Jesus has done for me by thinking I am powerful enough to undo it or that I’m now held to some sort of standard of perfection to maintain my salvation. Seeing the kind eyes of the actor portraying Jesus and seeing Mary hang her head in shame while she cried was powerful. Jesus then says, “I forgive you. It’s behind us.” And He calls her out of His tent to join the others by the fire. Ephesians 2:4-5 “But because of his great love for us, God, who is rich in mercy, made us alive with Christ even when we were dead in transgressions-it is by grace you have been saved.” There are so many takeaways in this short interaction. First, we need to stop minimizing what Jesus did for us on the cross. It was no small act, and we are not powerful enough to undo what God has done. Salvation is a gift. Jesus knew the cost and chose to surrender anyway. The only way to show love and appreciation is by accepting his gift and being grateful for it. Isaiah 53:5 “But he was pierced for our transgressions, he was crushed for our iniquities; the punishment that brought us peace was on him, and by his wounds we are healed.” Be Like Jesus The other lesson I took from this was the way Jesus responded to her. He did not respond in the way you would expect. We are conditioned by a world full of sinners to be ashamed of ourselves. We believe we deserve to be shamed, blamed and even punished for our mistakes. Jesus met Mary at this moment with nothing but love and forgiveness. What if we treated each other this way? Or even treated ourselves with this kind of grace. This is what God wants from us and for us. He wants us to act like Jesus. If we were able to do that, oh, what a world it would be. John 13:34 “A new command I give you: Love one another. As I have loved you, so you must love one another. By this everyone will know that you are my disciples, if you love one another.” You can find Bible studies on Grace using the YouVersion Bible App. It’s free, easy to use and you can take it anywhere!
Where You Can Find Rest
By some miracle, I woke up easily and full of rest Sunday morning-time change Sunday! I was sitting on the couch thinking through the day, asking God what He had for me that morning as I prepared to be in Seneca for worship. I think what helped was my excitement to be at their campus-it had been a long time, and I love getting to see the team and people who are there week to week! Furthermore, I try-especially on Sunday mornings-to ask God what I am supposed to say or do that day and for Him to show me clearly what I may have missed this week that He is trying to show me. A few moments later, my husband woke up, and I heard our dog, Scout, head down the stairs. I knew she was coming to say hello. Finding Rest At The Start Of The Day This is her rhythm if I’m the first one out of bed. She doesn’t want to go outside or grab a drink first, but she immediately comes and lays eyes on me. I say good morning and scratch her ears. Then she trots over to her bed nearby and snuggles in until the house is a little more active. She desires to be seen by me, given a little affection, and then she can rest. Matthew 11: 28 – Then Jesus said, “Come to me, all of you who are weary and carry heavy burdens, and I will give you rest.” I think this moment with Scout is a glimpse into what God is inviting us to. In her mind, she needs to see me and come to me before she can go back to rest-even though we were literally in the same room all night and had only been apart for maybe 15 minutes. For her, nothing else matters or needs to happen first. What if we trust that these words are true today? What if we come to our Savior for rest-for restoration? The next verse (still Jesus’ words) says, “Take my yoke upon you. Let me teach you, because I am humble and gentle at heart, and you will find rest for your souls.” Not only does Jesus invite us to come, but He also offers to show us how to do this—to let Him come alongside us (take my yoke) in our struggle, our heartache, our pain, and our frustration and allow Him to teach us a better way. With humility and gentleness. And find rest for our souls. I wish it came as easily for me as it does for Scout, but thankfully, God is patient with my stubbornness, and gently God reminds us of His goodness-even in our pets! We wrapped up the Joy Challenge with a message on Joy, Despite Worry. I pray you find rest for your souls as you bring your worry to the Lord. He is waiting patiently for you to come to Him! You can go back and watch The Joy Challenge messages and dive deeper with the discussion guides and videos.
Am I Worthy?
Have you ever been in a situation outside of your normal everyday routine and felt like you are not worthy, and worried that other people are going to figure that out? My husband and I recently had an amazing date night! We went to an Elevation Worship concert. We were long overdue for some good quality time, so I decided to try to maximize our day by making us dinner reservations at Ruth’s Chris before the concert. It was an absolute five-star night. As we pulled up to the restaurant, we noticed they had valet parking. My husband was driving and was more than happy to pull in and let the bored-looking young man park our car as we walked in, feeling like the ultimate fine diners. I held up my hand to stop him. “Don’t use valet!” I said. He looked confused. Why would we not, he said without saying it. I proceeded to defend my irrational decision by explaining that my car was a mess. We had multiple water bottles lying around and, of course, the melty remnants of my Starbucks iced coffee. I had sports equipment, multiple first aid kits, don’t ask, and a few shopping bags strewn about in the back seat. There was a sticky substance on the shifter, most likely from my addiction to cold foam. Not to mention, the outside of my car was filthy. We live in the middle of corn fields, so a thin layer of dust is standard for my vehicle. “Let’s just park ourselves and walk in,” I pleaded. I could tell my husband thought this was ridiculous, but he decided not to challenge my theory on why we were not worthy of valet service. As we walked past the valet section, my husband jokingly said, “Honey, look! That one is just like our old Lamborghini!” It did make me laugh, and as we walked, I saw something that stopped me for a moment. Amongst the luxury vehicles was a teal green, 1991 Toyota Corolla. I mean, it was mostly green except for the tan driver side door that must have been replaced after a crash. It had one remaining hubcap that was cracked in half and hanging on for dear life. The owner had expertly matched the red tape to the busted-out tail light, and from a distance, it almost appeared as if the plastic cover was still intact. I was honestly envious of the confidence, or sense of humor, that the driver of this car had in pulling right up to the front of this fancy restaurant. I love my grocery-go-getter, and in rural Dwight, it’s pretty fancy. I’m probably the envy of many in the school drop-off line, but why, when I pulled into a 5-star restaurant in Hoffman Estates, did I now feel embarrassed about my dirty midsize SUV? Have you ever felt like a 1991 Toyota Corolla in your relationship with Jesus? Have you ever felt unworthy, unclean or unqualified to sit with those who seemed to have a Lamborghini exterior? I think we feel unworthy in so many ways, and as a result, we disqualify ourselves for the love God so freely offers us through the gift of Jesus. It’s not just the current generation that believes the lie that they must clean themselves up before bringing their needs to Jesus. The Old Testament taught us this as well. There is a long list of people who were unable to approach the temple and worship God in their current state of sin and shame. Jesus came and completely turned all of this upside down. I love Him for that!! In Matthew 8:2, it says, “A man with leprosy came and knelt before him and said, “Lord, if you are willing, can you make me clean?” Jesus reached out his hand and touched the man, “I am willing,” he said. “Be clean!” Immediately, he was cleansed of his leprosy.” I see two important points in this verse. First, the man boldly came and kneeled before Jesus. He was not limiting himself to what society expected of him. He believed Jesus was the Savior he needed, and he bravely asked for what he needed. Secondly, Jesus did not hesitate. He was not limited by law. He went straight for the unclean and touched and healed him. God accepts us as we are. There is no need to clean it up before we come to him with our needs. Romans 5:8 says: “But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us.” If you feel unworthy, you aren’t completely wrong in that feeling. You are worthy, but not because you are worthy. You are worthy because Christ has made you worthy. Feeling unworthy of God’s love devalues what Jesus accomplished for us on the cross. We are free to draw near to his throne of grace with freedom and confidence. Or, in other words, confidently pull that Corolla up to the valet. In God’s eyes, we all appear as Lamborghini’s because the blood of Christ covers us.